Do I Matter?

Sometimes I feel like I don't matter.. to anyone.. AT ALL.

Friends, of course, will say yes. But how come I don't feel like I do now? 

It's easy saying it but I'd believe them more if they show it. As the saying goes, 'Action speaks louder than words.'

Also, sometimes I feel like they are not hearing me out. They are supposed to understand me but they won't LISTEN. 

Sometimes their "It's okay" doesn't make me feel better. I only end up feeling much worse.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm being taken for granted.

Sometimes I feel like I'm nothing to them. 

And sometimes I'm being ignored. What am I? Invisible now?

This just tears my heart. It's as if I don't exist.. I don't matter.. >.<

-F.M.W.